untitled.

found out recently that i really duno myself at all.
wad i really want.
wad i really wish to have.
wad i really desire in life.
feel so not myself.
perhaps i changed.
or maybe its just plain excuse.

maybe im still afraid of changes.
maybe its just me.

wad should i do now?
im stuck in between nowhere.
just trying to gym and work as much so as to make myself worn out.
so as not to think abt things.
who really noes me?
i guess nobody other than myself.
am i not being simple enough?
or are there really more than meets the eye?

my life is full of "maybe", "or" "duno" blah blah.
so.. dotss..
bah! suckss.

haha im just so crazy!