spendingFrenzy

omgomgomg.

im on a spending frenzy.

spent 538 + 340 + 89 + 59 = 1014SGD in 3 days time.

on wed to fri.

woohoo.

DIE!

spending september's salary even before the start of september.

smart move eh? lol.

how did i managed to spend so much?!

on a watch, phone, shoes + tshirt!

and and and

finally received the official letter from Giordano stating my promotion!
so happy hahas. :X

mayb thats wad motivates me to work even more, and longer.
to get things i wished for, desire for.
but some things cant be bought.
guess wadeva i do i would lack those haha.

someone told me that one should be happy when one spends money to buy things he or she wanted.
but am i really happy?
i dun really know haha.
i hope im.

i should be. >.>

anyway, HTC diamond is damn sleek lor..

sexy with style haha. :X

but still kinda not used to touch screen and its touch flo engine.

but glad i bought it though. (:

pictures time~

woohoo! Promotion! :X


HTC Diamond at first sight.

Front view of Diamond.

Back View of Diamond.

Emporio Armani!

One word. Classy. :X

My first Pedro shoes!

Never expect me to wear this kinda shoes though. hahas.

FCUK T-shirt! been wanting to buy for so long. finally bought it. :X

Thats when VM comes into play. >.<

CYAS! *gloomy~

moneyTalks.

wooohooo!
been so long since i even feel like blogging.
haha.

been damn worn out recently.
thanks to siti(1st SIC) and ijah(2nd SIC) taking turns to clear their annual leaves.
im forced to extend extend extend. :/
had almost thrown my resignation letter on several occasions.
why?
reason being a bunch of problematic + weak FULL-TIMERS that im given to work with.
its DAMN IRRITATING LARHSSS.
well,
raised up my concern with the weak manpower problem to siti yesterday.
was told and promised that we would get high payout this month.
well pretty true actually.
if all goes well would be a 1.8k after CPF deduction.
i was also promised with a definite BONUS.
yesssssh!
my long awaited bonus!
haha.
but i might not "live" long enuf to get tt bonus.
cuz i might be in NS by then.
hm...
im basically clinging onto the hope for that bonus that im still hanging around in Giordano.
specifically Giordano Jurong Point.
for your info,
im working with 2 pinoys + 2 MICs today.
machiam im the foreigner there.
like some UNITED NATION or wad.
just plain.. DOTSSSS~!

some1 told me this. "as a SIC, wad u need to do is not service, but to oversee that everything is running smoothly in shop. Operations are wad u have to do. Its your collegues who are getting sales for u. U are just there to help them get more sales by making sure that everything is running smoothly. Thats the ROLE of a SIC. No point getting so stressed up over these pple and make yourself so worn out and pissed off. Get wad i mean?"

im now abiding by that.
we'll see how things goes... (:

so many things wanna post but too tired to haha.
perhaps on thursday. :O

ifOnly...

if only i can turn back time.
if only i can be more confident in myself to make the decision i really want to make at that point of time.
if only i can have a "2nd go" again.
if only i can really "speak" my mind out that day.
if only i can be firm with my thinking and pursue it regardless of wadeva.

if only.
if only..
if only...

if only life has a "RESTART FROM LAST SAVE POINT" option.
if only life is a game.

BUT*

life aint a game.
its something, different.
where every actions u make changes your life totally.
there shouldnt be any "if only" in my excuses.
i can only blame myself for wad happened.
for its myself who has decided to "turtle" out.
im just a weak/fragile guy who acts strong/tough.
to provide that illusion.
to not make pple who cares abt me worry,
to make pple who duno me fear me.
but all in all,
is just to runaway from mistakes i make.
to cowardice in the face of an epidemic.
man am i retarded.

#it was within your reach.
but u chose to let it go and whine here when the problem can no longer be salvage.
might be possible.
but no1 noes when.

*YongJie.
you ought to learn and change.
if not u will be stuck at where u are,
forever.

happyMe.

im soooo happy for my friends!
as in real close friends!
people like wind, brian, shihua and also parinee!
wind, my bro, is like doing really well with melissa now!
while brian, my gay buddy from CTSS, has finally settled down! (im no longer attractive to him :/ *lol!)
shihua, my dearest sister, has also settled down with ronald after sooo much problems faced.
while parinee, my another sister, has also found her one! (though i duno his name yet hahas :X)

everyone is finally settled down and living their life to the fullest.
happy for u guys and gals.
cherish it and make everyday worth living for dudes! (:
hopefully i wont be forgotten by you people! hahas.

well as for me, enough of being active.
i wanna be passive!
no longer sentry but stationary!
gals heres the chance! ahhas. (EEEE bhb! but who cares! :X)
haha so not like me but everyone has the rights to dream yeah?? (:
dream only mah wont hurt. :O

*i wanna feel how it is to be loved.
*i am still waiting for my "one".

updates.

been pretty busy with work recently.
anyway, after thinking for sooooo long,
finally decided to buy my first BIG GLOOMY BEAR's CLAW on monday!!
shihua "allowed" me to. :O
mayb its because i treated her to lunch in celebration for my "promotion" hahas.
tues was my first day to close "MY" JP as a in-charge.
so exciting lol.
lucky fizah was around to support me and help me with closing.
if not i wouldnt be able to go home til morning lol!
then on wed went to IMM and relief as in-charge.
OMG! OMG!
haha so worried that i couldnt hit the "target"
lucky i managed to hoho.
overhit in fact! :X
received a sms from siti saying goodjob on doing so good sales for IMM.
know its a fake "GJ!" but nonetheless felt happy of cuz.
im acknowledged! even if its only 1% acknowledgement.
man am i easy to please! =.="
well, carry on with it..
on my break decided to go walk around since i havent been to IMM for quite some time.
in the end..
bought more..
GLOOMY BEARSSS! >.>
they are sooo CUTE!
ahhass.
well, been extending shifts like crazy.
eating alot of "shit" from the "higher people".
guess thats the "warnings" given to me from others.
being the 3rd SUCKS!
but still, hopefully things turn out fine! (:
will update soon with the pictures! meanwhile just drool over me! (my posts i mean .___." )

untitled.

found out recently that i really duno myself at all.
wad i really want.
wad i really wish to have.
wad i really desire in life.
feel so not myself.
perhaps i changed.
or maybe its just plain excuse.

maybe im still afraid of changes.
maybe its just me.

wad should i do now?
im stuck in between nowhere.
just trying to gym and work as much so as to make myself worn out.
so as not to think abt things.
who really noes me?
i guess nobody other than myself.
am i not being simple enough?
or are there really more than meets the eye?

my life is full of "maybe", "or" "duno" blah blah.
so.. dotss..
bah! suckss.

haha im just so crazy!

picturePerfect.

pictures.
meant alot of different things to people.
to me,
it certainly has a far more profound meaning rather than just a few Kbs or Mbs of files.
something far more "expensive" than a lamborghini.

memories.
for its something that u cant buy back.

realise i love to take pictures.
always finding a phone that can easily self-pic.
always carrying my Lumix TZ-15 around when i g o out.
but rarely using it to take pictures.
why?
guess i dun dare to.
haha.
funny but true.
i have no confidence i guess.
but recently i realised.
i changed.
started to love taking pictures. >.<
well hope its a good start!
finally can put my cam to good use! :X

The way to develop self-confidence is to do the thing you fear - William Jennings Bryan

and im doing all the things i used to fear. (: