seeingIsBelieving.

today is just a pretty normal/boring day for me.
pretty much a routine already i guess.
just when i thought my day would rot away. . .
a few things happened that left me, smiling. (:
in the morning, i was told by ijah(my in-charge) that one of my regular actually called the shop yesterday, looking specifically for me. asking if i was around in the shop.
i wasnt, and she decided to drop by today instead.
dint really expected my regular customer to actually did that.
waiting for me be on shift so i could be there to serve her.
i was, touched.
really.
at about noon time, yet another customer came by.
one that kept addressing me by my name instead of "ah boy" or "ooi" or "hello".
i felt, delighted, with a slight touch of weirdness.
haha.
getting acknowledge for my effort, my service.
it was a very unusual moment for me i must say.
a mixture of feeling odd and happy.
today they finally got the pants that they were looking for ages.
they kept thanking me by name,
even bidding farewell by my name.
in the evening just when i thought nothing "happening" would happen,
i saw a familiar figure walking out of the storeroom.
dint really expect to see u there when i dint see u walk in.
haha.
though just a short conversation with you.
i was happy.
very happy. (:
well, i believe. . .
with just a effort to say thank you, u can already easily change a person's day.
perhaps we should learn to give more than take?
i just feel so. . .
vulnerable to everything right now.
esp emotional stuffs.
been giving away so much for the past "many years".
how i wish i can be taking in instead of always giving out.
selfish act?
yes it is.
but its time for me to be selfish.
i must and have to "SEE" the difference
fighting for my own rights.
fighting for wad i BELIEVE.

-yyyyyj signing off.