bloodPact

a pact with myself.
i gonna change.
i hafta change.
i must.
no more shall the old, weak me be seen/found anymore.
enough said.
enough endured.
enough being stupid and retarded.
i am.
different.
today shall mark the day.
with blood i shall have this pact fufilled.

**thou shall not quit before this pact is fufilled.
with blood i shall seal this and make it happen.