Tuesday, December 29, 2009

title

i need a girlfriend.

not girl friend.

i have girl friends.

what i really need is just a girlfriend who treat me like a guy.

what a guy needs from his girlfriend and not what a guy needs from his girl friends.

i need to feel like a man and not always being the man who try to be a "wo"man and do what a girlfriend should be doing to his boyfriend.

i want to be treated and respected like a man.

man, not wo"man".

:/ life sucks. when one is too , soft.

Shopping Mayhem!

shopping madness!!

went out with my bro which is like so RARE like beef..

ok lame nvm..

anyway, managed to secure some pretty good deals!

he bought like a wallet, 2 tshirts, 1 jacket and 1 pair of slippers sia!

i got myself one jacket from uniqlo and a pair of slippers too! hehehe.. 40 bucks nia.. cheap!

dun pray pray okay! im well known for being uncle and getting good deals! :X

watched Avatar in 3d at cathay later..

nice show! i give 4 ruffles outta 5! :D

a 2hr 30min show that seems like 1hr 30mins.. means its nt draggy at all (:

walked for 9hrs peng! kk gotta go nua liao... ahahaha!

-Yj

Saturday, December 26, 2009

26/12/09

so much to say,

so much to think,

but ...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Run.

run run run..

tahan and chiong arh!!

Yj-

Sunday, November 15, 2009

2012

well.. nice movie afterall if you are a CGI maniac haha.

just came back from a super long day..

woke up at 8 for dragonboat and tahan all the way til now! with merely 3-4 hrs sleep the day before.. -____-"

been having this feeling after i was asked with some "questions"

am i really being appreciated for things i do?

or isit just merely some comments to pass it off?

well i defintely hope and wish that im being appreciated of cuz.. but sometimes..

cant help to think otherwise.

why would i have such a thought?

probably i dun feel secured and assured ba..

maybe im more of a "action speaks louder than words"-person.

guess i will be stuck in this swirl of assured/appreciated questions for quite sometime!

since it has been ard me for like.... ever since? :l


Yj-

Saturday, November 7, 2009

ParanormalActivity

pple are always afraid of challenges.. problems.. obstacles..

how abt "stuffs" that you can see? cant explain? near impossible?

well... imagine being drag out of bed and all the way out to... oblivion perhaps?

its crazy over scary.

just watched 'Paranormal Activity'.

all in all, a low cost production that is able to connect with the viewer and hit right on the spot.

handy cam filmed (my fav :D), first person pt of view is my dish.

my heart almost jumped out when "she" was dragged outta bed and all the way towards the other end of the corridoor. *uber :x

niceee moviee ! suddenly have the urge to explore... haha.

well, something "funny" did happened though..

when the screen was blank, everyone was still seated on their chairs and still awaiting for the movie to "continue" in a way.. well thats wad i call a success movie! ended yet people wants more!

only after about 2-3mins maybe... people start walking out. LOL.

-yyyyyj

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

AHunkWannabe :D

i finally... and i meant FINALLY started my "routine" that i longed for.

I ran 7 rounds!! @#$%

haha though it may seem VERY LITTLE for many..

esp for those who are able to clock good timings for marathons.

well... im trying. hard to.

gimme a year.

by my 22nd bdae, i wanna feel more "hunk-y" haha.

perhaps this is something that can make me feel "useful", other than thru gaming.

well.. so long! :D

-yyyyj


*i odd to update more often..

Saturday, August 29, 2009

29thAugust2009

29th August 2009.

This marks a special day for YYJ. yes for me. Why??

oh well.

im now at Kallang Leisure Park where something very unfortunate happened.

not just one but two?

bah! why cant my plans go smoothly?? Never! sucks. :/

guess this is life. how things just happened despite you trying to prevent it.

the story is simple. i lost my camera! @£$%^

in fact i got this premonition of me losing my camera in one way or another.

saw this lost sony camera "ad" in the arcade in fact asking for the camera to be returned with no questions asked and a price money upon returning.

was very down the first 2 hrs in fact.

but now is like.. okay lor.. i think i lost this camera but i "THINK" i learned something.

im actually not that mad now. im just mad over the pictures inside that wasnt archived!.

actually there wasnt any memory card inserted. infact i inserted myself. gosh~!

fated? i guess so..

after some reflecting of the series of events, i learned and understood something.

I GONNA BE LAZY NO MORE!

WHY? losing the camera does not hurt me that much actually.. im just emo over the photos that i lost.. memories.

its something that i treasure the most, something that cant be bought with no matter how much $$.

why in the first place the photos are still inside the memory card? cuz i dint archive!

best is that this aint the first time i lost my camera.. bah!

I SWORN TO STOP BEING LAZY,

driving license, dragonboat trainings, my daily gym trainings, my alt swims and runs, tidiness of my room,

i want a change in myself. again, for the better.

im a diff person already, pretty much when compared to perhaps 2 years ago?

a INTROVERT to a EXTROVERT.

a UNFRIENDLY guy to a FRIENDLY guy.

a everyday WHINING guy to a will try to find SOLUTION guy.

a LAW BY LAW guy to a always finding ALTERNATIVES guy.

i changed. but i want to change more.

get rid of my laziness. well, wish me luck!

YYJ~ you need to be able to do it before saying! all say and no action is plain stupidity! retarded fking shittard!

oh well hope this works.. here goes nothing....



**i really love you, im giving all i can/have to you. i do hope things work out for us. but there's this much i can do, that much i can wait. afterall, im still a guy, who needs that bit of love from you. i wont say im a good bf, at least i know im trying to be one.

-yyyyyj