2nd rated.

i feel so not impt anymore.
nv the more impt person in your life.

i feel being left out.
nv having your concern anymore.

i feel being unwanted whenever i drop you a call.
always wanting to end the conversation.

i do hope you would be more sensitive to my feelings.

i feel esp down after that phone call.
you seem so, not interested in the conversation.
just wanting to call me cuz i asked you to.

i NEED more care and concern from you.
i NEED you to show me love, tt im your dear.
i NEED your understanding in wad i seek from a relationship, from you.

oh well, probably i should just keep myself worn out with shoots so i can avoid all these thoughts. oh well!

- a worn out, love deprived yyyyyj

title

i need a girlfriend.

not girl friend.

i have girl friends.

what i really need is just a girlfriend who treat me like a guy.

what a guy needs from his girlfriend and not what a guy needs from his girl friends.

i need to feel like a man and not always being the man who try to be a "wo"man and do what a girlfriend should be doing to his boyfriend.

i want to be treated and respected like a man.

man, not wo"man".

:/ life sucks. when one is too , soft.

Shopping Mayhem!

shopping madness!!

went out with my bro which is like so RARE like beef..

ok lame nvm..

anyway, managed to secure some pretty good deals!

he bought like a wallet, 2 tshirts, 1 jacket and 1 pair of slippers sia!

i got myself one jacket from uniqlo and a pair of slippers too! hehehe.. 40 bucks nia.. cheap!

dun pray pray okay! im well known for being uncle and getting good deals! :X

watched Avatar in 3d at cathay later..

nice show! i give 4 ruffles outta 5! :D

a 2hr 30min show that seems like 1hr 30mins.. means its nt draggy at all (:

walked for 9hrs peng! kk gotta go nua liao... ahahaha!

-Yj

26/12/09

so much to say,

so much to think,

but ...

Run.

run run run..

tahan and chiong arh!!

Yj-

2012

well.. nice movie afterall if you are a CGI maniac haha.

just came back from a super long day..

woke up at 8 for dragonboat and tahan all the way til now! with merely 3-4 hrs sleep the day before.. -____-"

been having this feeling after i was asked with some "questions"

am i really being appreciated for things i do?

or isit just merely some comments to pass it off?

well i defintely hope and wish that im being appreciated of cuz.. but sometimes..

cant help to think otherwise.

why would i have such a thought?

probably i dun feel secured and assured ba..

maybe im more of a "action speaks louder than words"-person.

guess i will be stuck in this swirl of assured/appreciated questions for quite sometime!

since it has been ard me for like.... ever since? :l


Yj-

ParanormalActivity

pple are always afraid of challenges.. problems.. obstacles..

how abt "stuffs" that you can see? cant explain? near impossible?

well... imagine being drag out of bed and all the way out to... oblivion perhaps?

its crazy over scary.

just watched 'Paranormal Activity'.

all in all, a low cost production that is able to connect with the viewer and hit right on the spot.

handy cam filmed (my fav :D), first person pt of view is my dish.

my heart almost jumped out when "she" was dragged outta bed and all the way towards the other end of the corridoor. *uber :x

niceee moviee ! suddenly have the urge to explore... haha.

well, something "funny" did happened though..

when the screen was blank, everyone was still seated on their chairs and still awaiting for the movie to "continue" in a way.. well thats wad i call a success movie! ended yet people wants more!

only after about 2-3mins maybe... people start walking out. LOL.

-yyyyyj